Useless.

I don’t know,

I don’t know how to feel anymore,

I have tried being happy, forcefully. But it just ain’t going right.

I’m starting to lose myself. Who I am or aim to become.

Everything is smooth sailing in my life, but still there’s an emptiness I constantly feel that needed to be filled.

Waiting isn’t easy. I know I should but slowly I’m losing touch with the inside of me.

What I have to complain? I don’t know what is it that I want or need. Searching deep inside, failing every single damn time.

What is it? Tell me. I need to know to get it right again.

Love? From a boy? Or a girl. I don’t fucking know anymore.

But perhaps I’m better off without anyone. It doesn’t make any difference.

I’m stuck between two worlds, or life.

I have been fucked too many times, isn’t there anyone who don’t, in any way?

I’m sick of people. Maybe I should just give up in putting any effort into them.

But why does it feel that I’m doing something wrong? What have I done to deserve this?

I have given my best, but it’s draining my everything.

Is the love that I offer isn’t good enough for you?

Why is it that you do what you did?

I can’t get my head around what you did.

But you have shown me your true self.

I’m sick of apologies, I want to see change.

I have no more tears to cry for anything at all.