Nothing.

I don't know whether anyone would bother about reading this, but, what the heck.

Sitting in front of my lappy every night has surely taken its toll on me.

I feel sad, lonely and I don't have a life.
Two years, spent my time searching for what's been lost after my high school years.
Hoped for something new but always hitting a dead end or a black hole that totally sucks me into depression.

Friends really matter, but never seem to end up with the right ones.
Can't really say much as the way things turn out can't be controlled.
Tried not dwell so much about life,
But it just eats you from the inside out,
Never stopping.
Once you realize, it has already made a hole in your heart.

Is it too much to ask for someone to be there?
Or am I that low for anyone to care.
Do I have to be significant enough for you to look.

I just want someone. Just one.
Someone close and willing.
But most importantly, I want someone to love.

Anyway, it's getting late.
I will go and cry myself to sleep like a pathetic fool that I am.
Goodnight.